Living quarters and the porn brain training

Good evening!

Man, lots and lots of thoughts go through my mind throughout the day and I just don't get them down to share here...

The funny thing going on inside me right now, is that I am excited to post charts and details of my actual progress, but I am not really all that excited to cover the basics because they are so old to me. But, at the same time I want to approach this as if you don't really know a damn thing about trading, just that you think you want to do it, so you need the gritty details right? Hell, even if you just want to watch me fail miserably, it will help you to laugh harder if you understand it maybe ;P

That means I need to be a nice guy and battle through my desire to not explain all of that, so I'll give it a shot.
 I was thinking today that I'd like to include as much visual information in this blog as possible. Words are alright, but pictures really add a whole new element. I recently went to dinner with a friend for sushi and when I looked at the menu I was like "Oh no, it's only words! I need pictures!"

Little tidbit about me, I think I browse enough porn that I have trained my brain to know in a fraction of a second what I like in an image or a gallery. And to be clear, when I use the word porn, it generally means galleries of lingerie type images. But whatever...

Back to the point I was making, I think that over time, my mind has become so visual based that I look at the words on a menu and cannot get my brain to make sense out of them. I mean, I see the words, but the ingredients just don't produce a visual in my mind or any type of thing I can relate to at all to make a decision. It has become something I really have to put a lot of effort into. So, I tried reading the menu and eventually put enough focus into it to comprehend and build a visual of what it was telling me.

How pathetic does that sound?! But it is true. It's like I trained my brain to be so good visually that I lost my abilities textually in a certain sense. (on a side note, if our husband is having trouble with word menus, its time to check his browsing history)

So, I might just mix it all up. A little graphical explanation of shit you don't understand, then later on explain it. It's all way freaking simple anyways, but it's the not knowing that allows for a lot of the complication.

soups

Here are a few pictures I just took for you! My dinner. soup because I just recently had bone graft surgimus in my mouf.

Where I lay my head. this bed is actually mega comfy!

My 73 inch tv and XBOX

Mess of cords and a banana that is ripe for the mushing in my mouth!

 Damn, I have taken for evers just to write this post! I'll do my best to be back tomorrow and continue on :)